So.... its like midnight

I was thinking. I used to really really really like Linkin Park. I listened to them everyday. So today on youtube I went into a music video phase and stalked every band i used to like and still like. And I think I will always love this phrase:
When my time comes, forget the wrongs that i've done
help me leave behind some reason to be missed
don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest.
Yes! you know?? Why do people resent you, and always put everything that you've ever done wrong always in your face? We are all people, we are all sinners, we all make mistakes. Why is it so hard??
I do it too. I don't forget the people who have hurt me in the past. But I've finally forgiven. It took a while but yes, I no longer hold grudges against those who betrayed me. I just avoid them now.
Because everyone makes mistakes. I have made some big mistakes, i've hurt people I love. But I regret it, and i hate that part of myself. I hate the things that i've done and i won't ever do them again. I am moving on though. I am.
I decided that i really enjoy other people's drama. I like knowing people's business. I hope that doesn't make me a bad person. It's not like i go and tell everyone and gossip or anything. I just like knowing that i'm not the only one with a screwed up life. And you know what else I like? relationship statuses.
I really get a kick out of seeing who is together, who is engaged, and who is single. Because it's interesting. It makes you wonder. How did they meet? what do they see in each other?? Why would he date her..she's a massive bitch?
So interesting.
People are just so complex. I love it.

i'm having trouble getting to sleep. I just want to snap my fingers and be in bed all ready. My face washed, teeth brushed, bladder emptied, pajamas on and ready to dream.