i. love. spain.

and i don't want too leeeaaveee! :(

Sometimes I wish I could have multiple lives. I could live in America, and live in Spain at the same time and it would be awesome!
It kind of freaks me out that there is a whole world out there and so many things to see!
The only problem with me is that when I see something new I get too attached and I want to stay.
I want to stay in Spain! But I want to stay in America! I want to live in France and in Japan and everywhere!
:( booo!!!! too bad I haven't figured out how to teleport yet.
It's hard saying goodbye. I had to say goodbye to my friends twice because I thought i was leaving one day, and ended up leaving the next.
I hate it.
goodbyes suck. hellos are much much better :)

sexy spaniards

I feel like posting again :)
Why are spaniards so damn sexy?

Everywhere I go I see couples making out in the middle of the street and I think to myself.."I want to be that passionate and romantic!"
Too bad I'm horrible at expressing any emotion besides anger.

Im so good at being angry it's not even funny. well. a little haha

Even though Danny and I have been together for three years, i'm still a sucker for PDA. I don't even kiss him in front of my family.

It just feels like everyone's watching me and then they are going to embarrass me. I should get over it. Dammit I want to be in the moment and kiss Danny right in the middle of the street. It doesn't matter who is there or what's going on!!

I want a notebook scene where it's raining and we just give in! Who cares if we get wet and get hypothermia! I want our love life to be like a freaking movie!

I want to many things. I'm a coveter.

People bug.

I wish I could be taken as I am. That people would just accept me. I'm tired of having to change who I am, or watch what I do or say so other people wont get offended. Seriously, I put up with people's crap all the time, why can't they put up with mine?
I feel like I'm always compromising myself for everyone else, and nobody gives me the same courtesy.
It's really irritating when someone is talking to me, and just because I dont reply with a huge ass smile on my face, they ask me why I have an attitude. I'm not angry people! I'm just talking! I don't have an attitude! Im just blunt. If I'm not excited, I don't pretend. Ok?

Right now I really am angry though. haha

Why do people bug!!!!

I'm in Spain right now. It's really nice to get away from everyone. Yes, I love and miss Danny and my friends but I just need a break. Like bad. People in Spain understand me. I think it's because I have a European soul. Stupid americans need to get with the program of how I awesome I am!

I really need to start remembering I have a blog. I should use it to release my stress more.
I thought I was going crazy for a second.