you know that story of tuvia and his brother leading over a thousand people from evil in a huge forest in russia?
you know.. the one they made into a movie called defiance?
I do. and you know what i think?
I would totally do that.
I would not go into the ghetto and wait for the nazis to kill me.
I would run off somewhere especially the countryside or the big forest. because at least there i would have a bigger chance.
and if you do end up getting caught, well at least you had more time before they killed you.
I think i would have smuggled myself to a peaceful country.
and the jew stars. psh i wouldn't wear one. i would pretend i wasnt even a jew.
not because i wouldn't be proud of it, but because I would not be the jew that the nazi's believe me to be.
I'm not going to wear a star that by definition the nazi's say that i'm scum.
because im not.
geeeez.
freakin ww2 man.. always getting to me..always giving me nightmares..
maybe in another life I was a victim of the nazis or something
Monday, March 29, 2010
defiance.
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
uuuuggghhhhh
IM SOOOO BOREDDDD!!!!!
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH
AAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!
seriously, i need something to do.
I want to go to the gym and work out but im too much of a coward to go by myself.
grhaksjdflkjalkjdfladfj!!!!
good thing i work this weekend. or i'd want to shoot myself.
Monday, March 22, 2010
im bored
I should be writing my scholarship essay. but i don't want to :(
uh oh. i feel like whining and complaining today.
joy.
I'm just soooo booredd.
and worried.
like what if i don't have enough money for next year?
it would be nice if we could get an apartment.
but doubt that will happen next year.
i'm soooo glad :)
i found a graduate school that i'm actually considering!!
at temple university :) looks pretty cool and i could get my master's in graphic and interactive design.
that would be awesome!!!
i worry too much.
it makes my hair fall out.
Like what if things don't go as planned?
What if i can't do the things I want to.
what if...
Grrr. i hate it.
alksdjflkajdslfjaldjflkadkfjlaj! stupid!stupid!stupid!!!
i want it to be summer now :(
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Adam Lazzara
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
today was a good day.
i woke up went to class took a test, aced the test, picked my classes for the fall which are awesome :) wanna know? ok i'll tell ya
Intro to mass media
The Forum newspaper class
intro to philosophy
composition and design
art history:rennaissance :)
oh oh and in the summer i'll be taking:
basic drawing & composition
writing for mass audiences...
yay for getting requirements out of the way!!!
and ill be taking the clep test for spanish and saving myself two semesters of foreign language!
YAYYYYY!!!!!
and next spring ill be taking yoga woooo.
anyways, besides getting my classes...i also took advantage of the lovely sun today :)
i went to noodles and company yum yum
watched up in the air with danny at the movies ;)
and now im back home.
to do homework....
:(
but it was still a good day and i wanted to brag!!
Friday, March 12, 2010
ambitions.
So, I have decided. I would like to graduate with my bachelor's degree early. I also would like to be a McNair scholar (upward bound for college kids) :)
That would give me a possibility of getting 100% tuition paid
also, i would like to get the hispanic college fund. then i would also get 100% paid.
I want to study abroad next year. but if money doesn't work out. I won't be able to. and neither will danny.
it will suck.
I am so blessed to have a job designing the forum.
It would be swell if i could find a similar job in st. george this summer.
I also decided i'll be taking summer courses :)
i'm just all up and planning my future recently.
just gotta remember all my papers.
all my duties.
i guess its worth it.
and at least its starting to be nice outside:)
got a good cry out with amy last night. definitely needed it.
would like to do it agaiN!
sigh.
i love my life :) stupid things and all.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
spring breakkk
