left for dead

I do not understand how someone who is 1/16 spanish and can't even speak it fluently gets a hispanic scholarship, but someone who is 1/2 spanish, reads, writes and speaks fluently, and even translates from time to time doesn't. What the hell.
I am not lucky at all. and it really urks me.
Someone who needs the scholarship, has an EFC of zero, can't even get a scholarship.
How freaking annoying.
I cannot pay eight hundred dollars a month just because some stupid scholarship doesn't wanna help me out.
Gosh, what am i gonna do.
=_=

jujujuju

So, why is it still cold? I mean really, it's depressing. Yesterday was mine and danny's two year anniversary and it rained the whole day. But I did get some cafe rio so I wasn't pissy or anything...
I've really gotten into this new asian drama on crunchy roll called marry me.
The first episode is about this girl who gets proposed to and then finds out the very same day that he is cheating on her.
I've been hooked ever since. I don't know what it is with me and anime and asians. It could be that everything is so cute. The anime cartoons are cute with the big eyes and the cute boys with their charming lines. Asian girls can wear whatever they want and they will look adorable. I find myself writhing with jealousy! I want those clothes! i want that hair! and plus to make the series even better, there is this really cute guy that is in it and ...ah :D
Anyways, my ceramic jewelery class is awesome! I'm trying to make a lot of stuff so i have enough for myself and to give to friends. I just love getting my hands dirty in the clay and putting things together..it's so peaceful! I feel totally calmed and relaxed after that class.
Only one more week left and i'm home for the summer!!!
I CAN"T WAIT FOR:
family
friends
summer classes at dixie (drawing class mostly)
sun
heat
good home cooked meals
the mountains
lake
trips with friends
money
late nights with friends
parties
potential graphic design job
ice cream
camping
hanging out
AAAAHHHHHHh!!!!
So excited :D

you suck.

hey student account services at westminster college,
SUCK IT!
i hate you and you are unfair and stupid.
yea.
i want to say more hateful things to you but i will restrain myself.
alskdjflajsldjflaksjdlf;jla;jdsf!!!!!!!!!

Oh and also,
Salt Lake City weather,
F&%* you!!!!

oh and shaw!
you can shove your expensive food up your anus.

phew...

oh and i forgot...


DIE BRIEF RESPONSE PAPER!!!! DIEEEEEEE



i'm done.