left for dead

I do not understand how someone who is 1/16 spanish and can't even speak it fluently gets a hispanic scholarship, but someone who is 1/2 spanish, reads, writes and speaks fluently, and even translates from time to time doesn't. What the hell.
I am not lucky at all. and it really urks me.
Someone who needs the scholarship, has an EFC of zero, can't even get a scholarship.
How freaking annoying.
I cannot pay eight hundred dollars a month just because some stupid scholarship doesn't wanna help me out.
Gosh, what am i gonna do.
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